can not find

[verse 1]
light never shines forever
and on occasion mine grows dim
it breaths new life when we’re together
but wastes away when we’ve become one of them

[chorus]
take a measure of my time i’ve lost some life i can not find
take some pleasure from my mind i’ve lost some life i can not find
mark my hands and draw the line i’ve lost some life i can not find
bind my hands and commit a crime i’ve lost some life i can not find

[verse 2]
bring in the social disease
laugh and scream to your heart’s content
cough and breath beyond a mild event

[chorus]
take a measure of my time i’ve lost some life i can not find
take some pleasure from my mind i’ve lost some life i can not find
mark my hands and draw the line i’ve lost some life i can not find
bind my hands and commit a crime i’ve lost some life i can not find

[bridge]
broken things and poison wings
twist and turn and borrowed words
and borrowed words

[outro]
i’ve lost some life i can not find
i’ve lost some life i can not find
i’ve lost some life i can not find
i’ve lost some life i can not find

Song Length: 3:46

writer: jody whitesides ipi/cae 00196306650
publisher: too much music ipi/cae 00456952518
admin publisher (outside u.s.): bluewater music

kevin packard: percussion, drums
jody whitesides: vocals, guitars, bass

Recording Info:
photographer: ed ouellette
recording engineer: jody whitesides
mixing engineer: jody whitesides
mastering engineer: George Leger III
vocal engineer: jody whitesides
producer: jody whitesides

video
director: kim podzimek

Factoids:
1. the video for this song was done by film students.
2. filming the video was my first time in joshua tree.

Copyright: 2004/08/15

ISRC: USONR0101001

ISWC: T0711159328

SESAC Song ID: 594714

Harry Fox ID: X82706
Harry Fox Publisher ID: P8938Q

UPC: 654433000320

love you

[verse 1]
it’s all the little things that you do
it’s all the big things that you say
it’s how you make life long and sweet
it’s how you feel after a hard day

[chorus]
it’s more than what I make
love you i do love you
you can drag me to hell and back
love you i do love you

[verse 2]
i’ve a feeling it’s the things I do
i’ve a hunch for the things I say
i love our time when we do meet
i love the color of your hair in may

[chorus]
it’s more than what I make
love you i do love you
you can drag me to hell and back
love you i do love you

[instrumental]

[chorus]
it’s more than what I make
love you i do love you
you can drag me to hell and back
love you i do love you

[bridge]
can you touch what i feel inside
or will you back away from what i cannot hide
any time rain or shine spring or fall
we can do it all

[chorus]
it’s more than what I make
love you i do love you
you can drag me to hell and back
love you i do love you

[chorus]
it’s more than what I make
love you i do love you
you can drag me to hell and back
love you i do love you

Song Length: 3:52

writer: jody whitesides ipi/cae 00196306650
publisher: too much music ipi/cae 00456952518
admin publisher (outside u.s.): bluewater music

jody whitesides: vocals, guitars, bass, drums

Recording Info:
photographer: ed ouellette
recording engineer: jody whitesides
mixing engineer: jody whitesides
mastering engineer: George Leger III
vocal engineer: jody whitesides
producer: jody whitesides

Factoids:
1. written about a former student i had.
2. first time i performed it in front of a crowd i got choked up.

Copyright: 2001/02/18

ISRC: USONR0101002

ISWC: T0711159339

SESAC Song ID: 594716

Harry Fox ID: L9637W
Harry Fox Publisher ID: P8938Q

UPC: 654433000320

saturn child

[verse 1]
in the darkness stirs a brilliance
essentially in nature and precious
to the soul in heightened trances
what may be our greatest gift in sadness

[chorus]
sol niger is old school for the falling
distilled by depression that gives life to a saturn child
to the black sun and all its calling
that’s distilled by depression that gives life to a saturn child

[verse 2]
though the days are roaring by
the memories remain no more
time passes to leave a tear in the eye
release the past look ahead and explore

[chorus]
sol niger is old school for the falling
distilled by depression that gives life to a saturn child
to the black sun and all its calling
that’s distilled by depression that gives life to a saturn child

[chorus]
sol niger is old school for the falling
distilled by depression that gives life to a saturn child
to the black sun and all its calling
that’s distilled by depression that gives life to a saturn child

[bridge]
in the finite wisdom there proceeds
a twist of thought and that we can think
of who or where and what was seen
to the darkness what we miss in a blink

[chorus]
sol niger is old school for the falling
distilled by depression that gives life to a saturn child
sol niger is no school for the passing
unleashed by excursions filling life of a saturn child
sol niger is old school for the falling
distilled by depression that gives life to a saturn child
sol niger is no school for the passing
unleashed by excursions filling life of a saturn child

Song Length: 4:38

writer: jody whitesides ipi/cae 00196306650
publisher: too much music ipi/cae 00456952518
admin publisher (outside u.s.): bluewater music

kevin packard: percussion, drums
jody whitesides: vocals, guitars, bass

Recording Info:
photographer: ed ouellette
recording engineer: jody whitesides
mixing engineer: jody whitesides
mastering engineer: George Leger III
vocal engineer: jody whitesides
producer: jody whitesides

Factoids:
1: i’m not adopted.
2: this is a fun song to play live from a guitar standpoint.

Copyright: 2001/02/18

ISRC: USONR0101003

ISWC: T0711159340

SESAC Song ID: 594717

Harry Fox ID: X82701
Harry Fox Publisher ID: P8938Q

UPC: 654433000320

nature’s time

[verse 1]
secrets and mysteries
all rolled up inside of me
who i am and what you see
a monumental model of dna

[chorus]
man can always push and pull
but nature’s time will be the golden rule
play a game without your luck
and nature’s time will be the winning puck

[verse 2]
doorways and staircases
come explore my many faces
centuries of constant changes
familiar lands and exotic places

[chorus]
man can always push and pull
but nature’s time will be the golden rule
play a game without your luck
and nature’s time will be the winning puck

[bridge]
mother nature tells us so much
mother nature tells us so little
then makes us wait
then makes us wait

[chorus]
man can always push and pull
but nature’s time will be the golden rule
play a game without your luck
and nature’s time will be the winning puck
man can always push and pull
but nature’s time will be the golden rule
play a game without your luck
and nature’s time will be the winning puck

Song Length: 3:32

writer: jody whitesides ipi/cae 00196306650
publisher: too much music ipi/cae 00456952518
admin publisher (outside u.s.): bluewater music

kevin packard: percussion, drums
jody whitesides: vocals, guitars, bass

Recording Info:
photographer: ed ouellette
recording engineer: jody whitesides
mixing engineer: jody whitesides
mastering engineer: George Leger III
vocal engineer: jody whitesides
producer: jody whitesides

Factoids:
1. this song is in 12 though felt in 4 – musicians should get that.
2. almost became a background soundtrack to an olympic commercial.

Copyright: 2001/02/18

ISRC: USONR0101004

ISWC: T9055765350

SESAC Song ID: 594718

Harry Fox ID: N6247X
Harry Fox Publisher ID: P8938Q

UPC: 654433000320

language of shadows

[verse 1]
and so i pace as the night closes in
i weave a trail in the floor
my darker half is played on the wall
like an old picture show
to delve in a loss of innocence
draws my deeper to the fall

[chorus]
do you read what I see
language of shadows
do you feel like me
language of shadows

[verse 2]
to search this heart and mind of mine
i only open the door
she likes to chat on heightening power
i can see she means me
to live love and forget a right point of view
draws me deeper to the fall

[chorus]
do you read what I see
language of shadows
do you feel like me
language of shadows
do you read what I see
language of shadows
do you feel like me
language of shadows

[bridge]
i will mope from time to time
to decipher its understanding
i will hope from time to time
we can learn the expressions

[chorus]
do you read what I see
language of shadows
do you feel like me
language of shadows
do you read what I see
language of shadows
do you feel like me
language of shadows

Song Length: 4.21

writer: jody whitesides ipi/cae 00196306650
publisher: too much music ipi/cae 00456952518
admin publisher (outside u.s.): bluewater music

kevin packard: percussion, drums
jody whitesides: vocals, guitars, bass

Recording Info:
photographer: ed ouellette
recording engineer: jody whitesides
mixing engineer: jody whitesides
mastering engineer: George Leger III
vocal engineer: jody whitesides
producer: jody whitesides

Factoids:
1. i actually think about shadows created by candlelight.
2. this song contains a rather difficult chord fingering in the verse.

Copyright: 2001/02/18

ISRC: USONR0101005

ISWC: T9055765361

SESAC Song ID: 594719

Harry Fox ID: L9637U
Harry Fox Publisher ID: P8938Q

UPC: 654433000320

know i

[verse 1]
do you wonder what they think
have you ideas who they are
do you know where they reside
how will we learn the truth they hide

[chorus]
squash the weak inherit the strong
protect the meek control only lasts so long
i’d like to know i take note what’s missing
i’d like to know
i’d like to know I

[verse 2]
pictures we see books to read
the games we play imagination ‘s taken away
what do you see from your point of view
how will that thought cross your lips

[chorus]
squash the weak inherit the strong
protect the meek control only lasts so long
i’d like to know i take note what’s missing
i’d like to know
i’d like to know I

[bridge]
so you think my words sound wrong
but can you pry and dig my meaning
it’s not easy but you can try it for a day
empty your mind of everything they want you to say

[chorus]
squash the weak inherit the strong
protect the meek control only lasts so long
i’d like to know i take note what’s missing
i’d like to know
i’d like to know
squash the weak inherit the strong
protect the meek control only lasts so long
i’d like to know i take note what’s missing
i’d like to know
i’d like to know I

[outro]
i’d like to know I
i’d like to know I

Song Length: 3:32

writer: jody whitesides ipi/cae 00196306650
publisher: too much music ipi/cae 00456952518
admin publisher (outside u.s.): bluewater music

kevin packard: percussion, drums
jody whitesides: vocals, guitars, bass

Recording Info:
photographer: ed ouellette
recording engineer: jody whitesides
mixing engineer: jody whitesides
mastering engineer: George Leger III
vocal engineer: jody whitesides
producer: jody whitesides

Factoids:
1. inspired by the show X-Files.
2. the guitar in this is tuned in an alternate tuning.

Copyright: 2001/02/18

ISRC: USONR0101006

ISWC: T0711159373

SESAC Song ID: 594720

Harry Fox ID: K31312
Harry Fox Publisher ID: P8938Q

UPC: 654433000320

love

[verse 1]
i’ve been sailing the ship of fools
i met someone who’s been there too
took a long walk
she’s not ready to move

[bridge]
I say
any day
but she’s just looking for friends

[verse 2]
i stop looking
another comes around
she makes me think
love can be found

[chorus]
you can search high and low and never know
where love can be found
you can look far and wide
but love will always hide
and when you least expect the pain
you’ll know love has had you again
love love love love

[bridge]
i say any day
but she’s just looking for

[chorus]
you can search high and low and never know
where love can be found
you can look far and wide
but love will always hide
and when you least expect the pain
you’ll know love has had you again
love love love love

[chorus 2]
you’ll know love has had you again
love love love love
you’ll know love has had you again
love love love love

[outro]
love love
love love
love love
has had you again
love love
love love
love love
has had you again
love love
love love
love love
has had you again
love love
love love
love love
has had you again

Song Length: 5:47

writer: jody whitesides ipi/cae 00196306650
publisher: too much music ipi/cae 00456952518
admin publisher (outside u.s.): bluewater music

kevin packard: percussion, drums
jody whitesides: vocals, guitars, bass

Recording Info:
photographer: ed ouellette
recording engineer: jody whitesides
mixing engineer: jody whitesides
mastering engineer: George Leger III
vocal engineer: jody whitesides
producer: jody whitesides

Factoids:
1. was the first song i ever wrote with the word love in it.
2. the bluesy idea of the guitar part isn’t an accident.

Copyright: 2001/02/18

ISRC: USONR0101007

ISWC: T0711159384

SESAC Song ID: 594721

Harry Fox ID: L9635D
Harry Fox Publisher ID: P8938Q

UPC: 654433000320

everywhere dreams

[verse 1]
as i lay me to my bed
i reflect on nature’s passion in my head
though these bones they they do ache
i pray to see morning’s glory when I wake

[chorus]
everywhere i’ve been everywhere I’ve seen
so many people passin’ up their dreams
everywhere i go everywhere it shows
so many people jumpin’ ship before the whistle blows

[verse 2]
the sands of change have blown
many times across my life memories
but it’s the great camels back
that lies in wait of the calm ‘for a storm

[chorus]
everywhere i’ve been everywhere I’ve seen
so many people passin’ up their dreams
everywhere i go everywhere it shows
so many people jumpin’ ship before the whistle blows

[bridge]
should i never see the sun again
then i’ll say that time’s my only friend
to your future these words are for you
teamwork always pays off in the end

[chorus]
everywhere i’ve been everywhere I’ve seen
so many people passin’ up their dreams
everywhere i go everywhere it shows
so many people jumpin’ ship before the whistle blows
everywhere i’ve been everywhere I’ve seen
so many people passin’ up their dreams
everywhere i go everywhere it shows
so many people jumpin’ ship before the whistle blows

Song Length: 3:52

writer: jody whitesides ipi/cae 00196306650
publisher: too much music ipi/cae 00456952518
admin publisher (outside u.s.): bluewater music

kevin packard: percussion, drums
jody whitesides: vocals, guitars, bass

Recording Info:
photographer: ed ouellette
recording engineer: jody whitesides
mixing engineer: jody whitesides
mastering engineer: George Leger III
vocal engineer: jody whitesides
producer: jody whitesides

Factoids:
1. the song is sadder in vibe than i had intended.
2. lots of friends in entertainment could relate to this song.

Copyright: 2001/02/18

ISRC: USONR0101008

ISWC: T0711159395

SESAC Song ID: 594722

Harry Fox ID: E6259X
Harry Fox Publisher ID: P8938Q

UPC: 654433000320

in the heart

[verse 1]
and as i stood by the water
i could see the reflections there
i marveled how focused it all seemed
it’s easy when storms don’t shake the surface flame

[chorus]
there are days i try find
in the heart love is blind
but they don’t escape from my mind
in the heart love is fine

[verse 2]
and what i see below the water
problems from the past buried there
i’m careful ’bout those hidden things
and on occasion i set them free

[chorus]
there are days i try find
in the heart love is blind
but they don’t escape from my mind
in the heart love is fine

[bridge]
walking beyond a fine line
i’ve got my own way from the blind
so go ahead and say what you will
life’s a thirst and i’ll satisfy it still

[chorus]
there are days i try find
in the heart love is blind
but they don’t escape from my mind
in the heart love is fine
there are days i try find
in the heart love is blind
but they don’t escape from my mind
in the heart love is fine

Song Length: 4:09

writer: jody whitesides ipi/cae 00196306650
publisher: too much music ipi/cae 00456952518
admin publisher (outside u.s.): bluewater music

kevin packard: percussion, drums
jody whitesides: vocals, guitars, bass

Recording Info:
photographer: ed ouellette
recording engineer: jody whitesides
mixing engineer: jody whitesides
mastering engineer: George Leger III
vocal engineer: jody whitesides
producer: jody whitesides

Factoids:
1. has a long string of chords in the movement of the verse.
2. inspired by a former member of the jellyfish.

Copyright: 2001/02/18

ISRC: USONR0101009

ISWC: T0711159408

SESAC Song ID: 594723

Harry Fox ID: I9561O
Harry Fox Publisher ID: P8938Q

UPC: 654433000320

never say goodbye

[verse 1]
there’s sun slowly rising on a mountain top
i’ve got a picture of you an answer a reason I don’t wanna stop
for all the laugher and smiles a tear ‘s yet to drop
lets take the good with the bad yes the good with the bad I don’t wanna be an unused prop

[chorus]
and the light shines on me
will it shine down on you
an’ i’ll be right here even when you cry
an’ i’ll never say goodbye
i’ll never say goodbye

[verse 2]
there are times when it seems we should be thrown away
but I won’t trade those moments for all those perfect days
so won’t you tell me tell me what’s on your mind
lets take a step to the future lets leave this past behind
leave it all behind

[chorus]
and the light shines on me
will it shine down on you
an’ i’ll be right here even when you cry
an’ i’ll never say goodbye
i’ll never say goodbye
an’ i’ll be right here by your side
an’ i’ll never say goodbye
an’ i’ll never say goodbye

[chorus]
and the light shines on me
will it shine down on you
an’ i’ll be right here even when you cry
an’ i’ll never say goodbye
i’ll never say goodbye
an’ i’ll be right here by your side
an’ i’ll never say goodbye
an’ i’ll never say goodbye

[outro]
an’ i’ll stay right here by I won’t question why
i’ll never say goodbye
i’ll never say goodbye
never say goodbye

Song Length: 4:51

writer: jody whitesides ipi/cae 00196306650
publisher: too much music ipi/cae 00456952518
admin publisher (outside u.s.): bluewater music

kevin packard: percussion, drums
jody whitesides: vocals, guitars, bass

Recording Info:
photographer: ed ouellette
recording engineer: jody whitesides
mixing engineer: jody whitesides
mastering engineer: George Leger III
vocal engineer: jody whitesides
producer: jody whitesides

Factoids:
1. the person i wrote this about, i haven’t spoken to in a very long time.
2. first song where i wrote the words and music at the same time.

Copyright: 2001/02/18

ISRC: USONR0101010

ISWC: T0711159419

SESAC Song ID: 594724

Harry Fox ID: N6247W
Harry Fox Publisher ID: P8938Q

UPC: 654433000320